Thursday, March 5, 2009

ooo baby baby

it's  1245 am and i cant sleep.

through the glow of the computer screen and noise of nitro circus, smokey robinson cuts the darkness with heartfelt lyrics.

"I did you wrong
My heart went out to play
And in the game I lost you
What a price to pay

I'm crying
Ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby

Mistakes, I've know I've made a few
But I'm only human
You've made mistakes too

I'm crying
Ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby

I'm just about at
The end of my rope

But I can't stop trying
I can't give up hope
'Cause I'll be here
Someday I'll hold you near
Whisper I still love you
Until that day is here

Ooh I'm crying
Ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby
Ooh baby baby

smokey smokey smokey, if you only knew what has been going on in my life. im questioning alot in my life.  im not sure about the decisions i have made as well as the direction of my life and relationships with friends and loved ones. ties have been loosened and lines have been drawn. i havent changed, and it seems like where i'm at is affecting my life- my stance and outlook is becoming shrouded in the mist of uncertain future.

ive decided to confront my past. i want to see if i could reconnect with my old friends as well as fix the exsisting ties.

and one tie in particular is in my sights.

smokey smokey smokey, im at the end of my rope. now am i the fire buning a fuse for a rope? or am i a caribeiner connecing ties? it's up to me to figure that out.

you cut the glow of the laptop and noise of the television like a knife, smokey.

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